TRUST ME...

90% of men will go back to wifey,main or whatever name you want to call it if they cheated....i never seen in my lifetime a guy being with that girl they cheated on they main with.......ladies...hoes..tricks..sluts...etc. if your fucking with somebody else man (for one its really indecent)....dont talk shit about the girl with all that blah blah...you look stupid as well...or worst..now im aware that there are all types of different situations but shit imma speak on the main one...A guy with a girl he loves her he cares about her more than any next bitch...but he cheated anyway..lol it happens not to say its ok but hell the shit happens. yea wifey may look stupid through many people eyes..but there is always more to the story that others dont see.. but come on...the other chick was just time spent. Some woman stand by they man...through it all...now if this guy or girl is making the same mistakes and cheating on u every other damn day thats a totally different story. but we all make mistakes...forgiveness is the key. Nowwwwww I forgive but I dont forget.. because there is no revenge so complete as forgiveness. For all the Ladies and men who have been cheated on..it sucks but you will always see if that person is about you or not. Cant explain how but only you will know! :)I think that im a very imaginative person but im very farrrr from being gullable. Dont get it twisted at all!! It took me a GOOD minnnnnute to get how i am...as in being warmhearted and being a cool ass wifey... in the begining i use to just say I forgive my man... but I would reheat his sins for breakfast....not cool or ok .. If u say you forgive ur girlfrined or boyfriend dont just make it a statement... Always put urself in they shoes...I know we all did something wrong and wish that other person would forgive you and they dont...but u wish you could let them be in ur brain to see how sorry you really are...(THIS IS FOR REAL PEOPLE NOT THOSE WHO HURT PEOPLE FOR THE HELL OF IT)for those who cannot forgive others....you break the bridge that you must pass yourself....everybody has need to be forgiven. God Bless BLOGHEADS...ITS ALWAYS NICE SEEIN OLD COUPLEs THAT BEEN TOGETHER FOR 62 PLUS YEARS...I WISH MORE PEOPLE WERE LIKE THAT!!


FAIR ENOUGH RIGHT..












p.s. My lil mama won best costume contest at her school YAY!!!

Try not to make this leave a bad taste in your mouth....

We are kinda a broke nation.....everybody is passionate about the election...America is not what it use to be..and im not going to apologize about how I see the world. I think if Obama or McCain wins half of the country will be upset...so the question everybody keeps asking me....if McCain lose will there be riots.....hmm its more of a 50/50 type of thing...Its like ride or die people with whatever the outcome is..Please dont question my tactics..hehe. I mean im utterly excessive with things that I want to talk about and how i feel...serious shit. Of course there are people well aloott of people who dont want Obama to win....Its like they have that guilty pleasure on how they feel..lol. Cast a ballot...vote..ITs a competition so they will both do what they gotta do to be heard or for you to be one with them....which can lead to a few lies but hell...we gotta deal with it on both outcomes...A man does what he must or wants in spite of his personal consequences...in spite of obstacles and dangers and pressures and that is the basis of all human morality. yeaaaa that was a qoute from John F. Kennedy. and i cant help but to agree with that.
America will never seek a permission slip to defend the security of our people. How far is that to being true...its like they show us things that they want us to see...and hide the others bc of the questions that will follow. You ever just sit there and think about all the secrets that we dont know about our presidents and our country shit is crazy. ITs so scary that i quickly chase it out my head the second my brain starts the thinking process. I told myself i would never write about this bc i know alot will not agree and this and that..but hell whatever...TASTE MY THOUGHTS...SWALLOW MY WORDS...AND IF YOU DONT LIKE IT SPIT IT BACK AT ME. I guess for those who dont reach out aggressively may be the ones who are at the bottom of being heard or whatever else. sorry to say but i may be one of those at times...at times I just leave things alone but that does not mean that i dont care of understand it. I mean shit i keep reading between the lines and sometimes i still cant agree..sorry. I guess that person or thing can say to me...I WOULD HAVE ANSWERED YOUR LETTER BUT YOU DID NOT SEND ONE. i would have had to take that for what it was worth without a fight. A little of topic but..umm is it me or am i the only one who thinks something could have been built where the towers fell...iono but sometimes damage done in one year can take 20 years to repair...ughh im having a weird day...things are not working my way and i hate that..selfish..i know. I had this old lady come up to me and tell me ahhh the youthful days.. I was like huh she was like you have so much to learn in this life and asked me if i voted early.. i lied...hehe only because i knew a long asss story would follow and i was not trying to stand around and smell her perfume that smell like she got it at her 10 year bday party. (that was mean sorry) but sometimes when old people speak it is not because of the sweetness of words in their mouths it is because they see or seen something which we do not see. I told her take care..and went back to my desk to type this blog.....Im done...I want to go home and make a nice cup of vanilla chi tea and cuddle with my hubby... god bless blogheads...xoxo


P.S. I was listening to the radio and this 22 year old was complaining about how she lives with her parents and they ask her to pay all the bills and what not..i thought that shit was funny...like move ur ass out then..ur 22.. and for the parents..they know alot about PARENTAL PIMPING I SEE...

::Deep Cuts::

Sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me....

yea whoever made that one up is going to hell...what a lie. words do hurt...alot... and I dont know one person who would say it never hurt them at least one time in their life.

I always knew there was a reason why I did not really care for too many people in my life...most of them are seasonal and a few stick around til the end...NO MATTER WHAT.


I love the relationship I carry with my fiance...Im his bestfriend and he is mine..Im down for him with anything...somebody hurts him I feel like i was his shadow. Things are coming up with us and Im very blessed with that. Now, we are not perfect at all..I know i make mistakes but what would the world be if everybody was perfect. I dont come off to hurt anybody at all...so i think that if people feel that they were betrayed or hurt by another friend..why not use that word we call COMMUNICATION.. thats very important in any kind of friendship...get to the bottom of things and in the end if they still feel they dont want anything to do with that person u can walk away knowing at least u brought it all to the table and there is nothing left to do. To talk to somebody u gotta be ears and mouth not just one...then that turns into a one sided argument. The future comes one day at a time...and u cant change the speed of that...If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it change your attitude....and don't complain after. Somebody once told me "He that will not apply new remedies must expect new evils". WOw...very true people. I came to alot of points in my life when i had to change just to save or Cherish something I want to keep..and i dont think anything is wrong with a little change...When your through changing..you are THROUGH.. take it for whats it worth...Change is the rhythm of living....Think to the beat! Any change even a change for the best is always followed by drawbacks and discomforts. We all have big changes in our lives that are more or less a second chance....So go for it.. god bless and for the friends I lost...I wish you the best in Life.

P.S. Onnn another noteee here are some pics for the photoshooottt enjoy......

::SQD::

Squad deep....its like sumn u neva heard......There is nothing negative about the name Squad Deep. We are known from all aspects of promotions such as Clubs, Magazines, Energy Drinks, Clothing, Artist, and The Street Team. I am the Secretary for the company and I help out with organizing things.

We just did a squad deep photo shoot, its the 3rd official one now The pictures were taking by Ian Designs and James p.they are UNTOUCHABLE..... And it was my 1st time behind the camera..I love to take pics overall but I was soo nervous the 1st few takes I was shaking but got into it and I feel I did great. I took some with my homie NANA and my fiance David. They are the models but I jumped in lmao.those pics are coming soon.. and more info about SQUAD DEEP..Business as Usual....

SHOUT OUT TO MY HOMEGIRL KEVA, SHE JUST DID HER FASHION SHOW IN MIAMI THIS LAST WEEKEND!! IT WAS GREAT PICS BELOWWW.













SHE DESIGNS ALL OF THE CLOTHES YOU SEEN IN THE PICS....KEVA BY KEVA J



It takes alot to express your dreams to somebody else. Is like thinking....damn what will they think or say? Is it too out this world what I want to begin...crazyy.. If you take responsibility of yourself and actions you will develop some kind of motivation to overcome your dreams. Just believe in yourself and when that takes place all of those questions that will be asked 2morrow will be answered today. Stand up for what u believe in and for respect and freedom of what you will display in a business or just in general. geezzz today is monday and i hate mondaysss :( well enjoy the pics!! the pics from the shoot will be up soon...God Bless