Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Blah, Blah, and Blah
Ive been at a stand still point with my writing...I really dont know what the hell is going on..lol people asking me all the time..."whats on your mind?" what a overstatement... I think alot of shit has been pissing me off..then again little things bother me...Im a very moody person and at times is so strong it overwhelms me. I know at times i come off mean as hell but whatever if u like me enough u will deal with it...wow that was terrible...look im just expressing how i feel a this time..Its mostly because I feel My mind just stopped thinking of things to write...I changed my book alot so Im trying to fit in certain things. Ill be fine soon...just felt I have not wrote in her for a while..dont you just hate when people are sooo nice to you when ur at ur worst like pissed the F*%k off..hehe I mean let me be mad for a sec b4 u throw in ur advice...lmao I wanted to take a walk on my break at work and this annoying ass black guy that works in my building asked if he can walk with me so I told him sure..I love taking walks...especially when they are taken by people who annoy me.That worked..Lord Jesus..help me be pure...wait but not yet. And today I did not want to get up for workk....then I thought Nell dont stay in bed unless u making money in bed...ha and im no slut on the corner so I got my ass up and got ready. The holidays are coming up and I dont wanna be a Grinch that stole Christmas type shit butttt..I just dont feel like seeing all the family members and the long sit down talks about how you should live your life and how its not decent as a female to have so many tatts... I mean happiness to me is having a big loving, caring, closeknit family in another state. Im sure some will agree...lol sorry today is morbid. Im getting married soon..thats a positive in this blog and I cant wait...ive been getting alot of advice from married couples..good and bad. but hey thats whats in everything right..this one man wrote me and said dont be mad if your husband does not talk to you ever in ur marriage..I said why? wtf does that mean..he said he does not want to interrupt you...I laughed. god bless blogheadsss and keep checking out my chapters on www.nellzstories.blogspot.com Chapter 3 coming this week...
P.S. I still feel like being a meanie....IF YOUR HEART WAS BROKEN YOU WOULD BE DEAD SO SHUT UP.