::Been Missing::

geezz I have not wrote in here for a while...Im sorry ive been going through alot of personal things. Well I really wish I could just write everything that has been on my mind since then but that would be a long ass blog that you would read half way and be like yea yea...lol. Well I learned since ive been away that I need to have more faith in things. I have not been praying every night like i should..but that will change.Faith has to do with things that are not seen and hope with things that are not at hand. They say Your faithfulness makes you trustworthy to God....i know he wont give me something i cant handle but i do wish he did not trust me so much. I think everyone has a different definition for faith....but most overall just say faith is not worrying. Doubt is a pain too lonely to know that faith is his twin brother... I was at that point for a good time...I feel everybody should be honest about how they feel and not act like shit is all good all the time..like I LOVE MY LIFE or MY LIFE IS SO PERFECT..hehe not even rich folks feel that at all times..i feel its just a front but thats just me... now dont get me wrong I do value and care about my life but shit negative things come about on occasions..But the certain situations that came about with me taking this time off was a lot of stress and downtime...I had to take faith one step at a time...I did not have to see the whole staircase but I had to take that 1st step. This word FAITH means so much more to me now..and It help me get through what I needed to overcome...Its like it has enough light for those who want to believe and enough shawdows to blind those who dont.... Imma leave it at that...If we all believe alot can change in this world...shit we cant even control a classroom full of people so it seems hard to get arcoss to everybody about this..but it can be done!!! Love u guys!! xoxo

P.S. I got my 5th tattoo the other day..many more to come and my hubby got some more also...damn he is hella sexi...hmmm ok..god bless blogheads

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~~~What Happens when we reach a peak with oil~~~



hmmmm well that means the end of cheap oil..hahhaha..not very funny but true.
and the peak basically means that the maximum rate of global petroleum extraction is reached. and after the rate of production enters terminal decline. Guess we should have never laughed at M.King Hubbert..he used his theory in 1956 to accurately predict that United States oil production would peak between 1965 and 1970.His logistic model, now called Hubbert peak theory, has since been used to predict with reasonable accuracy the peak and decline of petroleum production of many countries, and has also proved useful in other limited-resource production-domains. According to the Hubbert model, the production rate of a limited resource will follow a roughly symmetrical bell-shaped curve based on the limits of exploitability and market pressures. Various modified versions of his original logistic model are used, using more complex functions to allow for real world factors. While each version is applied to a specific domain, the central features of the Hubbert curve (that production stops rising, flattens and then declines) remain unchanged, albeit with different profiles.


ONNNN ANOTHER NOTE...WAR IS EXPENSIVE, PEACE IS PRICELESS
PEACE NEEDS TO BE IN RUSSIA...AND GEORGIA RIP TO THE PEOPLE WHO DIED FROM THIS CRISIS!! ITS SOOO SAD!!!

smhhh We curse the Russians for the move into Georgia yet we do the same thing in Iraq. Granted that Saddam needed to be dealt with and the move into Georgia seems to be unwarranted however people are missing the obvious.
The situation in Georgia and Iraq are exactly the same thing. It is not about power or conquering or humanitarian issues it is about OIL!
The idea of Russia flexing its muscle in Georgia is nothing more than a test to see how difficult it is for Russia to quickly control the pipeline to the Caspian Sea. This action is not as dramatic as the US invading Iraq to overthrow the government and install a new government that would be friendly to the US so we can control the oil in that region.
If anyone thinks that we went to IRAQ for any other reason than OIL is in denial and/or just plain dumb. Does anyone see things as they really are or are we just turning a blind eye?
Face it America, as the supply of crude dwindles we will see war breaking out in all regions where the oil is plentiful. The governments of the world will project many other reasons for taking action but the reality of any future military actions will boil down to control over the worlds energy supply. The move into IRAQ and AFGANISTAN is nothing more than a strategic move by the US to gain some significant presence in that region of the world. Just in case the need to conquer oil resources arises.
IRAQ is what I find so amazing. The Bush administration sent our children to die for the sake of OIL! Pure and simple. We all know this is a fact when we look close at the situation however the talking heads in the government and the news media seem to never mention the reality of what is really going on. You hear this in whispers at Starbucks, restaurants and grocery stores by ordinary people that have eyes, ears and a brain. There were no weapons of mass destruction. SADDAM was a nebbish. We could have assassinated him without the need to invade. It was about OIL!
The United States of America and Russia will be fighting over the OIL globally like a game of RISK until all the armies and gone and some one has it all. At some point it will go nuclear.

“I think the world should think very carefully about what is going on here,” Saakashvili said. “We need to stop everything that can be stopped now.”


With the economy shedding jobs and unemployment rising, it’s a tough time to ask for a raise. That means that unless your paycheck is growing by 5 percent a year – you’re actually taking a pay cut.

Higher inflation also is cutting incomes for retirees living off their savings, and it’s chipping away at the nest eggs of those who hope to retire some day. Savings invested today in a safe 10-year Treasury note are returning about 4 percent which becomes less than 3 percent after taxes. Factor in a 5 percent inflation rate, and those T-notes are shrinking by more than 2 percent a year.






P.S. ok this has shit to do with what i just talked about but damn.....the taste is out of this world

As for black people who like to complain about slavery

As for black people who like to complain about slavery and how bad their ancestors were treated, they should remember that thousands of good people of all other races stood up and died to set their ancestors free. Some slaves were white! The next thing they should consider is the fact they most likely wouldn't be alive if their ancestors had been left in Africa. Stop complaining about the past and do something to help the future go the right direction. There's been enough violence and bloodshed.

~~~BILL C.~~~

They're standing on the corner and they can't speak English.
I can't even talk the way these people talk:

Why you ain't,
Where you is,
What he drive,
Where he stay,
Where he work,
Who you be...

And I blamed the kid until I heard the mother talk.

And then I heard the father talk.

Everybody knows it's important to speak English
except these knuckleheads. You can't be a doctor
with that kind of crap coming out of your mouth.

In fact you will never get any kind of job making a decent living. People marched and were hit in the face with rocks to get an education, and now we've got these knuckleheads walking around.

The lower economic people are not holding up their end in this deal.

These people are not parenting. They are buying things for kids. $500 sneakers for what ? ?

And they won't spend $200 for Hooked on Phonics.

I am talking about these people who cry when their son is standing there in an orange suit.

Where were you when he was 2 ? ?

Where were you when he was 12 ? ?


Where were you when he was 18 and how come you didn't know that he had a pistol ? ?

And where is the father ? ? Or who is his father ?

People putting their clothes on backward: Isn't that a sign of something gone wrong?

People with their hats on backward, pants down around the crack, isn't that a sign of something ?

Or are you waiting for Jesus to pull his pants up ?

Isn't it a sign of something when she has her dress all the way up and got all type of needles [piercing] going through her body?

What part of Africa did this come from??

We are not Africans. Those people are not Africans; they don't know a thing about Africa ..

With names like Shaniqua, Taliqua and Mohammed and all of that crap, and all of them are in jail.

Brown or black versus the Board of Education is no longer the white person's problem.

We have got to take the neighborhood back.

People used to be ashamed. Today a woman has eight children with eight different 'husbands' -- or men or whatever you call them now.

We have millionaire football players who cannot read.

We have million-dollar basketball players who can't write two paragraphs We, as black folks have to do a better job. Someone working at Wal-Mart with seven kids, you are hurting us.

We have to start holding each other to a higher standard.

We cannot blame the white people any longer."

::25th Birthday:: 7~30~83

hmmmm Yea im getting old..hehe yea each year I get older I lose interest in bdays....well since im not 10 anymore i guess thats normal. Well on my bday I will be packing up my house to get ready for this big move. Dont u remember when u was young and u was so damn crunk that ur bday was coming, and u had that one aunt or uncle that would come to you on ur bday and ask what you want and you tell them then they talking about ok ill get that for you next bday....yeaahhh im pretty sure I wont want that anymore a year from now buddy..smhh, yet you love them anyway. I feel ur not old until regrets takes place of dreams...I stand for freedom of expression doing what I believe in and going after my dreams, if they are good ones!!!
Whoever looks outside, is dreaming.....and whoever looks inside is awake. I dont really think all dreams come true...even on your bday bc..hold on let me..let me check my bank account(slow ass computer lol).......yeaaa there are no 6 figures in there at all! so living in dreams of yesterday we find ourselves still dreaming of impossible future shit! Anyhoot im know im to old to be requesting gifts and things but I would really love a vintage flim camera to finish my collections of photos! I took a few of my daughter...yea she is my Guinea pig..tell me what u think..

Rules To Live By – thanks RENO

1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night.

2. Don't worry about what people think, they don't do it very often.

3. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian anymore than standing in a garage makes you a car.

4. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity.

5. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before.

6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance.

7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious.

8. A person, who is nice to you, but rude to the waiter, is not a nice person. (This is very important. Pay attention! It never fails.)

9. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program.

10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip.

11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks.

12. A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good.

13. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway.

14. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it.

15. No man has ever been shot while doing the dishes.

16. A balanced diet is a cookie in each hand.

17. Middle age is when broadness of the mind and narrowness of the waist change places.

18. Opportunities always look bigger going than coming.

19. Junk is something you've kept for years and throw away three weeks before you need it.

20. There is always one more imbecile than you counted on.

21. Experience is a wonderful thing. It enables you to recognize a mistake when you make it again.

22. By the time you can make ends meet, they move the ends.

23. Thou shalt not weigh more than thy refrigerator.

24. Someone who thinks logically provides a nice contrast to the real world.

25. It ain't the jeans that make your butt look fat.

26. If you had to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved, and never will achieve, its full potential, that word would be "meetings."

27. There is a very fine line between "hobby" and "mental illness."

28. People who want to share their religious views with you almost never want you to share yours with them.

29. You should not confuse your career with your life.

30. Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance.

31. Never lick a steak knife.

32. The most destructive force in the universe is gossip.

33. You will never find anybody who can give you a clear and compelling reason why we observe daylight savings time.

34. You should never say anything to a woman that even remotely suggests that you think she's pregnant unless you can see an actual baby emerging from her at that moment.

35. There comes a time when you should stop expecting other people to make a big deal about your birthday. That time is age eleven.

36. The one thing that unites all human beings, regardless of age, gender, religion, economic status or ethnic background, is that, deep down inside, we ALL believe that we are above average drivers.

37. Your friends love you anyway.

38. Thought for the day: Never be afraid to try something new. Remember that a lone amateur built the Ark. A large group of professionals built the Titanic.

Alot of things going on..... ::sigh::

HEllo blogheads....geez alot has been going on, My 25th birthday is on the 30th but this sat im celebrating it at a club called Brasas Lounge!!!! And we are moving next week thank god!! We are moving into a nice condo in coral springs. With all the stress and getting things together brings alot of attention to some things that needs to be cleared up when we move into this new place I want to really spend more extra time with my daughter even though we do that already...u can never spend too much i guess. I would really like to start taking my street photos so i can put it in my scrap book and send off to photo books. One of my pics i took and submitted already is in a photo book sold at barnes and noble and little novelty shops. I label my pic "my Little Family" which is me, my fiance, and my daughter. I did not get paid for it but i dont care.. Its in a book!! To be an artist does not only mean a painter or somebody who draws etc.... I feel I can become one with the art of my pictures. I always feel the desire to look for the extraordinary in ordinary little things.. like a simple picture can tell so much. The challenge for me has been to see things as they are....a portrait, a city street, or a bouncing ball. I want to be objective in a way. Photographs help people see. Pictures produces pleasure by simplicity. You can see something special and show it to the camera. A picture is made and resting and at any moment it is held until someone sees it. Then it is theirs. lol I would also say that there are 2 people in the picture. that's the person looking at the pic and the person who took it... well enough about the things i love!!! Eureka!!! I freaking found the 5 dollars I lost...sorry anyhoot will have new pics of the house coming soon! cant wait.

{Reality is a slap in the face}

hmmm reality makes me mad at times..lol Im going through alot of shit right now and Im sitting here thinking of all this mess that i wish could or would happen...then reality nicely taps me on the shoulder and pops that comic strip cloud like shape from above my head.....
it can be a good thing and a bad thing... with it being good it opens up your eyes when you felt you was walking with them closed..it shows you what you already know...but you seem to act brand new like you dont..it keeps us in a state of mind and i know it has complete control. on the negative side reality breaks hearts..lol 4real yo it and souls. it destroys dreams and hopes..i know my dreams sometimes overtake reality but thats under my control... the shit aint fair and reality sure as hell dont care!!!