::Been Missing::

geezz I have not wrote in here for a while...Im sorry ive been going through alot of personal things. Well I really wish I could just write everything that has been on my mind since then but that would be a long ass blog that you would read half way and be like yea yea...lol. Well I learned since ive been away that I need to have more faith in things. I have not been praying every night like i should..but that will change.Faith has to do with things that are not seen and hope with things that are not at hand. They say Your faithfulness makes you trustworthy to God....i know he wont give me something i cant handle but i do wish he did not trust me so much. I think everyone has a different definition for faith....but most overall just say faith is not worrying. Doubt is a pain too lonely to know that faith is his twin brother... I was at that point for a good time...I feel everybody should be honest about how they feel and not act like shit is all good all the time..like I LOVE MY LIFE or MY LIFE IS SO PERFECT..hehe not even rich folks feel that at all times..i feel its just a front but thats just me... now dont get me wrong I do value and care about my life but shit negative things come about on occasions..But the certain situations that came about with me taking this time off was a lot of stress and downtime...I had to take faith one step at a time...I did not have to see the whole staircase but I had to take that 1st step. This word FAITH means so much more to me now..and It help me get through what I needed to overcome...Its like it has enough light for those who want to believe and enough shawdows to blind those who dont.... Imma leave it at that...If we all believe alot can change in this world...shit we cant even control a classroom full of people so it seems hard to get arcoss to everybody about this..but it can be done!!! Love u guys!! xoxo

P.S. I got my 5th tattoo the other day..many more to come and my hubby got some more also...damn he is hella sexi...hmmm ok..god bless blogheads