BELOW ARE THINGS I USE TO SAY TO MYSELF THAT HELPED ME OUT WITH A FEW THINGS...BUT SOMETIMES AT DIFFERENT TIME FRAMES THOSE WORDS DONT MEAN SHIT......
All the stuff that you visualized that was going to work so beautifully, you discover is trashed, so you jump to something else.
FOR SOME REASON i CANT DO THAT AND i WONT...ONLY BECAUSE I CANT GIVE UP WITH THIS SITUATION i LEARNED i HAVE TO LET GO....AND NOT GO BACK DOWN THAT PATH OF HURT AND PAIN.
I really hate to talk in terms of miracles. But I wish certain things could be perfect. This shit is a very serious situation. But try and feel me on this one...I use to just throw it out there and see what happens. If it sounds and feels right, then I continue. That is not always the right way.. so that ended quickly..I think we are all put in different positions for different reasons and we all will have some effect on the next person no matter what.. and that sucks cause that means somebody is left out there and we cant satisfy everyone. But Ive been missing because I have been going through a battle with my mind on getting over things...I think im there today at least I hope so. Hope you all been ok though....
enough on that note pics yay!!!!!
MY NANA!
i DONT FEEL LIKE POSTING ANYMORE..SMH LATAS YALL GOD BLESS
hmmm I read a blog on planetmarz blogspot and it had me thinking....I feel I started blogging expressing alot and it kinda turned into just random things which is not bad and we all do it. but I just wanted to touch back for a min. Sometimes i feel we hate somethings that are true..we cant be afraid to see what we see. Facts can be stubborn as hell..but shit its there. Mad shit is going on... yea we are happy about OBAMA being our 44th president but we still got a lot of building to do in AMERICA. Mostly financially. Whatever money the government gets they find a need for it...but for some reason we are in this state of recession. They are to solve our problems but I feel sometimes we see it as being subsidizes. I wish they would see the real point and not just rearrange the shit. Recession is when a neighbor loses his job. Depression is when you lose yours. Things are crazzzy. I wonder about alll this issh we dont know that the government keeps from us. smh The governments view of the economy could be summed up in short phrases: If it moves, tax it. If it keeps moving, regulate it. And if it stops moving, subsidize it. I gotta give OBAMA mad big ups bc just the thought of being a presindent troubles me I really dont think i would want that job. I jsut hope to see a better America and we put our trust into him. Everybody needs help and support and We sure as hell can't help everyone, but everyone can help someone. take it for what its worth. god bless blog heads! xoxo
yea once again ive been missing in action. shit work has been alot for me, Just not really finding anytime for the web like i used to...I cant even post my damn chap 7 from www.nellzstories.blogspot.com Im almost done with it....anyhoot hope everybody Christmas was niceee, mine was I got married on sunday!! Very happy about that. not much to chat about until i get more time to post more. well i gotta catch up with my blogs i follow....hope everybody is safe this new year...please drive easy and dont drink and drive!!! Its sad to think this way, but there are alot of people chilling right this second and not knowing they wont be alive 2morrow. so please be careful 2night. I plan on bringing the new year in with my new husband and our daughter. dont wanna go to MIAMI to club or fort LAUDERDALE...staying close to home! god bless and like always pics below.. xoxo
PART OF MY HUSBAND CHRISTMAS GIFT!
SO ME AND NISEY ARE CHILLING....SHE ON HER NEW BARBIE LAPTOP SHE GOT FOR CHRISTMAS AND IM WATCHING TV..THEN SHE TELLS ME THAT SHE SEE AN IGUANA OUTSIDE.... I CALLED THE PET CONTROL B4 AND THEY TOLD ME THEY CANT GET THEM THIS IS THEIR HOME TOO....SMHHHH LMAO!LOOK HOW BIG THIS THING IS. THAT NIGGA WAS CHILLIN ON MY PATIO ON SOME ISH LIKE HMM WHAT YALL DOING IN THERE??? LOOKIN IN AND SHIT..LAWWD...THE REST ARE JUST PICS I TOOK OVER THE BREAK...